I was told I was harsh on my words and she is not comfortable with us . He wanted to bring her out but......
I was upset with the incident... my heart is crying now.... helpless and not .....but he resolve the situation......
On Tuesday night , Joachim ask me whether I have decide to go the WYD2011,Madrid. Currently now there are 21 people had already sign up with us. He said," 难道你要我带21个人去“拼水“（hokkien),如果我和姐姐两个有去的话，一个人带7个人就刚刚好。。” I was thinking if Jacob can join us as well for next year trip, Joachim will have 1 more helper.. ( I know you will be reading my blog, so please consider Jacob s.t.z).
For now, the decisions for me and jiejie whether to go or not to go its up to us already.... I do not know what holding 2 of us back..
I had deactivated my FB account since last Saturday. I am not sure if anyone notice it or not. Till now, it seems not. For the past few days, I realized that my inbox was not flooded as always. Although there were a few occasion that I would want to log into FB to check on the latest news feed.
I came to realized that facebook had become an online newspaper cum magazine for each individual. You could find anything on FB, from personal life updates to gossips and entertainment news. People can just share information and clips among friends.
We are in our very own world of "show buzz". I am not sure if i were to activated back again after my dance concert. Will see about it then...
OS: I am so nervous about my items, only 4 including mass dance, it was far more that i had done before ... argh.....
( Kenny is the first only person to notice that i disappear from fb.. aww... at least i am not totally forgotten)
I had read a news article regards to a pastor in Florida, that he will want to burn Quran on 11 Sept 2010 in commemorate of the 911 incident. There are articles of political personnel's and famous artiste had voiced their disagreement to his act. He said he will continued even after he had received hundred of death treats.
I could only say that he is a naive person. Can't he see that the 911 incident was not because of the religion but it was human that cause the whole incident to happen. When the people all around the world are trying to create a peace and harmony environment, his action can only create more dispute between religions and countries.
Since he is a pastor, I will just pray that God will knock some sense into his head. I pray that the Islam will be more forgiving for his stupid action, if he continue to do it even with the whole world telling him not to.
Over the weekend were rather "musically" filled. On Saturday evening, I went to attend Corrine May's performance and interaction session. Its a God gift event, for me at least. One of Alice's friend can't make it for the event , with the extra ticket, Alice was so sweet to ask me along. Thanks to Uncle Edward, we got a 4th rows from the front seat. When she sang 5 loaves and 2 fishes, i cried. Its so touching. I got to saw friends that I had not seen for long.....
On Sunday night , i went to watch a combine choirs from different Christian Churchs' and a live orchestra performance. Its about the story on Elijah. The soprano and the bass soloist are crazily awesome. Not to mention the choir, they are so good. The number of the choir is so huge... After the performances, I felt that a bomb had just dropped on me.......
All these I like to thank God and Alice.. and from conny learn alot too..
Last night, my mom and a neighbour was looking at the shinmin evening newspaper. There is an article on how "heavy" is a person life base on a person DOB. When i walk in she was so happen calculating how heavy is my life. She was reading the result, she was telling the neighbour, ya very true very true indeed.
At that moment , i was very pisst . She brought me up as a catholic.. yet into those kind of "tradition"... if my life is decided by the weight of my life which will be based on some calculation..........
Last night or I should say early this morning I had a dream ... A dream that I do not want to happen in my life… or I should say nobody want it to happen in their life…
It took place in ancient china( may be because I went to a martial arts theme restaurant in the day), the lead actress was a student of a martial arts sect. She was very close with a senior and as she and her senior A about to develop their friendship into a deeper relationship something happened. The senior , whose uncle and Aunt were from the same sect did something that had to be expel from the sect. The senior choose to leave with his uncle and aunt. In the end , she was with another senior B that had like her long ago.
A few years later , she was on a secret mission with her black cat that can talk( dun ask me why). As she was about to leave the place , she was caught with the bulk wire. As she was trying to free herself and her cat looking out for her, someone came to rescue her. An invention of hot air balloon with chicken feathers kind of stuff rescues her from danger. She wonder where come from and her cat did not notice anyone at all . She could feel that it was her senior who rescued her. She knew that all this while deep down her heart still hold on to a place.
After I woke up , I feel sad for the girl while she was with another guy yet she has to hide her true feeling . Senior A still can't forget her was protecting in secret. Senior B definitely can sense that he can never replace senior A . Luckily I do not leave in that society and if I was put under such situation I would rather stay single.
Such a drama mama dream heehee may be next time dun watch so much drama before I sleep ... Was watching NCIS before sleeping ..
Heard it over the radio " 世界上最遥远的距离，不是生与死 而是我就站在你的面前，你却不知道我爱你 世界上最遥远的距离，不是我站在你面前，你却不知道我爱你 而是明明知道彼此相爱，却不能在一起 世界上最遥远的距离，不是明明知道彼此相爱，却不能在一起 而是明明无法抵挡这股思念，却还得故意装作丝毫没有把你放在心里 世界上最遥远的距离，不是明明无法抵挡这股思念，却还要故意装作丝毫没有把你放在心里， 而是用自己冷漠的心对爱你的人掘了一条无法跨越的沟渠"
by (indian Poet)泰戈尔
pondering if such situation still exists in this days ... seeing the youngsters willingly express their feeling..... all this can only be found in books and drama already...
"On this day, God want you to know.............. that it's time you let go. Yes, of course, you want to control so everything happens in just the way you want it. But at the end of the day, we control nothing, - it's all in God's hands, - has always been, and will always be. So, do what you can, and then let go, and let God handle the rest."
This is the message i got from the facebook application... sometimes i was thinking , this application seems like God is realty talking to me... It seems to know what I am feeling at the very moment.. most of the time it just hit the spot.....
But letting HIM control... sometimes I was thin why He let thing happen his way... it beyond my brain could take it.........
Today I went for the choice lent reflection. Thank God I went it's really good reflection . From the reflection, I realise that currently deep down in heart I really miss yi ma and ah gong.............
The biggest joke of the year that i heard last night.... my brother kenneth actually request our parent to move in to sleep with me and my younger brother.. yes my mom to sleep with me and my dad to sleep with emman while and his new wife to-be will take the master bedroom....CRAZY... my brother is insane. the best part is my mom is actually distress about it and can't really sleep the whole night ,can't she tell that's a no answer... luckily she got consult with us and her friends... whats wrong with renting room outside... its even in the Bible states that children can to leave the house and set up his own family... whats wrong renting the place with her sister..... everyone is doing that..
If my parent are chase out of the master bed room , one day they might lost the whole house.... a bunch of crazy people...... or if next time they have kids, does that mean either me or emman gonna chase out of the room ....
I can't imagine what more RIDICULOUScan happen in the future...
My grandpa had passed away for nearly a month, yet people are still talking what should be the proper attire for the funeral would consider filial... Its all crap... I think all that are just to let the outsider to see only and not out of filial.. If were to say filial all the kids n grands are not at all...
Uncle Anthony and Uncle Joseph, had they been talking to Ah Gong just chit chat with him and not just Financial needs Mom been the "absorber" only listens and no action done. Auntie Theresa for dying earlier than him Uncle Peter and Uncle Thomas for migrating to Australia leaving the elders in Singapore.... All the grand kids nobody can said are close to him at all....
All he left for me are just memories of him at kelong and his smiles and his that need to be cut every 40 days of white hair....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KYDxGbPmTwY
Back in SFA , rubbish had been found in the bin w/o plastic bag again and ministries had been pushing blames around... Where are all those so call bond built at the retreat.. When at fault people will start to play tai-chi ..... Masks had put up everyone and everywhere in SFA..... What are so call Christians, how should Christians behave... Where is the Love...
I was told I was harsh on my words and she is not comfortable with us . He wanted to bring her out but......
I was upset with the incident... my heart is crying now.... helpless and not .....but he resolve the situation......
On Tuesday night , Joachim ask me whether I have decide to go the WYD2011,Madrid. Currently now there are 21 people had already sign up with us. He said," 难道你要我带21个人去“拼水“（hokkien),如果我和姐姐两个有去的话，一个人带7个人就刚刚好。。” I was thinking if Jacob can join us as well for next year trip, Joachim will have 1 more helper.. ( I know you will be reading my blog, so please consider Jacob s.t.z).
For now, the decisions for me and jiejie whether to go or not to go its up to us already.... I do not know what holding 2 of us back..
I had deactivated my FB account since last Saturday. I am not sure if anyone notice it or not. Till now, it seems not. For the past few days, I realized that my inbox was not flooded as always. Although there were a few occasion that I would want to log into FB to check on the latest news feed.
I came to realized that facebook had become an online newspaper cum magazine for each individual. You could find anything on FB, from personal life updates to gossips and entertainment news. People can just share information and clips among friends.
We are in our very own world of "show buzz". I am not sure if i were to activated back again after my dance concert. Will see about it then...
OS: I am so nervous about my items, only 4 including mass dance, it was far more that i had done before ... argh.....
( Kenny is the first only person to notice that i disappear from fb.. aww... at least i am not totally forgotten)
I had read a news article regards to a pastor in Florida, that he will want to burn Quran on 11 Sept 2010 in commemorate of the 911 incident. There are articles of political personnel's and famous artiste had voiced their disagreement to his act. He said he will continued even after he had received hundred of death treats.
I could only say that he is a naive person. Can't he see that the 911 incident was not because of the religion but it was human that cause the whole incident to happen. When the people all around the world are trying to create a peace and harmony environment, his action can only create more dispute between religions and countries.
Since he is a pastor, I will just pray that God will knock some sense into his head. I pray that the Islam will be more forgiving for his stupid action, if he continue to do it even with the whole world telling him not to.
Over the weekend were rather "musically" filled. On Saturday evening, I went to attend Corrine May's performance and interaction session. Its a God gift event, for me at least. One of Alice's friend can't make it for the event , with the extra ticket, Alice was so sweet to ask me along. Thanks to Uncle Edward, we got a 4th rows from the front seat. When she sang 5 loaves and 2 fishes, i cried. Its so touching. I got to saw friends that I had not seen for long.....
On Sunday night , i went to watch a combine choirs from different Christian Churchs' and a live orchestra performance. Its about the story on Elijah. The soprano and the bass soloist are crazily awesome. Not to mention the choir, they are so good. The number of the choir is so huge... After the performances, I felt that a bomb had just dropped on me.......
All these I like to thank God and Alice.. and from conny learn alot too..
Last night, my mom and a neighbour was looking at the shinmin evening newspaper. There is an article on how "heavy" is a person life base on a person DOB. When i walk in she was so happen calculating how heavy is my life. She was reading the result, she was telling the neighbour, ya very true very true indeed.
At that moment , i was very pisst . She brought me up as a catholic.. yet into those kind of "tradition"... if my life is decided by the weight of my life which will be based on some calculation..........
Last night or I should say early this morning I had a dream ... A dream that I do not want to happen in my life… or I should say nobody want it to happen in their life…
It took place in ancient china( may be because I went to a martial arts theme restaurant in the day), the lead actress was a student of a martial arts sect. She was very close with a senior and as she and her senior A about to develop their friendship into a deeper relationship something happened. The senior , whose uncle and Aunt were from the same sect did something that had to be expel from the sect. The senior choose to leave with his uncle and aunt. In the end , she was with another senior B that had like her long ago.
A few years later , she was on a secret mission with her black cat that can talk( dun ask me why). As she was about to leave the place , she was caught with the bulk wire. As she was trying to free herself and her cat looking out for her, someone came to rescue her. An invention of hot air balloon with chicken feathers kind of stuff rescues her from danger. She wonder where come from and her cat did not notice anyone at all . She could feel that it was her senior who rescued her. She knew that all this while deep down her heart still hold on to a place.
After I woke up , I feel sad for the girl while she was with another guy yet she has to hide her true feeling . Senior A still can't forget her was protecting in secret. Senior B definitely can sense that he can never replace senior A . Luckily I do not leave in that society and if I was put under such situation I would rather stay single.
Such a drama mama dream heehee may be next time dun watch so much drama before I sleep ... Was watching NCIS before sleeping ..
Heard it over the radio " 世界上最遥远的距离，不是生与死 而是我就站在你的面前，你却不知道我爱你 世界上最遥远的距离，不是我站在你面前，你却不知道我爱你 而是明明知道彼此相爱，却不能在一起 世界上最遥远的距离，不是明明知道彼此相爱，却不能在一起 而是明明无法抵挡这股思念，却还得故意装作丝毫没有把你放在心里 世界上最遥远的距离，不是明明无法抵挡这股思念，却还要故意装作丝毫没有把你放在心里， 而是用自己冷漠的心对爱你的人掘了一条无法跨越的沟渠"
by (indian Poet)泰戈尔
pondering if such situation still exists in this days ... seeing the youngsters willingly express their feeling..... all this can only be found in books and drama already...
"On this day, God want you to know.............. that it's time you let go. Yes, of course, you want to control so everything happens in just the way you want it. But at the end of the day, we control nothing, - it's all in God's hands, - has always been, and will always be. So, do what you can, and then let go, and let God handle the rest."
This is the message i got from the facebook application... sometimes i was thinking , this application seems like God is realty talking to me... It seems to know what I am feeling at the very moment.. most of the time it just hit the spot.....
But letting HIM control... sometimes I was thin why He let thing happen his way... it beyond my brain could take it.........
Today I went for the choice lent reflection. Thank God I went it's really good reflection . From the reflection, I realise that currently deep down in heart I really miss yi ma and ah gong.............
The biggest joke of the year that i heard last night.... my brother kenneth actually request our parent to move in to sleep with me and my younger brother.. yes my mom to sleep with me and my dad to sleep with emman while and his new wife to-be will take the master bedroom....CRAZY... my brother is insane. the best part is my mom is actually distress about it and can't really sleep the whole night ,can't she tell that's a no answer... luckily she got consult with us and her friends... whats wrong with renting room outside... its even in the Bible states that children can to leave the house and set up his own family... whats wrong renting the place with her sister..... everyone is doing that..
If my parent are chase out of the master bed room , one day they might lost the whole house.... a bunch of crazy people...... or if next time they have kids, does that mean either me or emman gonna chase out of the room ....
I can't imagine what more RIDICULOUScan happen in the future...
My grandpa had passed away for nearly a month, yet people are still talking what should be the proper attire for the funeral would consider filial... Its all crap... I think all that are just to let the outsider to see only and not out of filial.. If were to say filial all the kids n grands are not at all...
Uncle Anthony and Uncle Joseph, had they been talking to Ah Gong just chit chat with him and not just Financial needs Mom been the "absorber" only listens and no action done. Auntie Theresa for dying earlier than him Uncle Peter and Uncle Thomas for migrating to Australia leaving the elders in Singapore.... All the grand kids nobody can said are close to him at all....
All he left for me are just memories of him at kelong and his smiles and his that need to be cut every 40 days of white hair....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KYDxGbPmTwY
Back in SFA , rubbish had been found in the bin w/o plastic bag again and ministries had been pushing blames around... Where are all those so call bond built at the retreat.. When at fault people will start to play tai-chi ..... Masks had put up everyone and everywhere in SFA..... What are so call Christians, how should Christians behave... Where is the Love...
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Love Myself even more
Hair perm 
Monday, June 27, 2016
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